Lately I’ve been a “Homie”. Trying to be there for all my friends. Helping em through break ups, tryna reach out to em and be there for em. Even tho I may not be of much help I’m still trying my best to be a Homie. Whatever their problem was, I try to be there for em. But that’s not my problem. My problem is that I got caught up in everyone else’s problems that I forgot about my own. I kept my problems bottled up inside to the point where I’m starting to hate it. I mean I love my friends and all, but no ones noticed me putting up a front. Iono if its just me but I don’t think its hard to read people. Just body language alone should tell what a person is going through. I think what I’m trying to get at is I wish that someone would just notice my front for once. I wish I had a friend who knew when I’m feeling down. You think im Happy all the time? Truth is, I haven’t been Happy for quite some time now. And I think about that every single day. I wish I was Happy. I wish I had my friends lives. I’m jealous of my friends. I bet know one woulda thought. I feel known but forgotten. Not that anyone would understand. But yeah, another cool story right bro? Ha, just somethin I’ve been thinkin about.
